Well, one more day, finals are closing in, so let the late stress-filled nights commence!
Today was actually a decent day as far as im concerned, however i missed a chance to hang out with the members of a  band i like. But friends are important. So after school i was wandering around the house looking for something to amuse myself with when i stumbled across a letter from a few weeks back. You can guess who it was from. She gave it to me the day right before all this...... Craziness began. Now as soon as i finished it i immediately cursed myself for reading it, as it was all about Love and such, and brought tears to my eyes, and hence was counterproductive to the whole "Moving on and getting better" idea. However, later that night as i was eating some Panda Express (FTW)
I realized.... I wasn't depressed. I then realized, I Must Be Getting Over this all!
Now the feeling didn't last for long, but its certainly a start. I still need to find if completely erasing her from my day to day life or including her in it makes me happier. But im on my way. So anyone dealing with the same problem, don't give up. Heck, start a blog. Letting these feelings out is helping quite a bit.
When this finally does all pass over i wonder what ill blog about.......