Saturday, January 8, 2011

Today was a good day. I made some new friends, tried some new things, found that im actually a reasonably likable person if im not emo and just being myself, and i smiled. Not from anyone in particular, and as soon as i did i felt depressed again. But it's been a while, ive missed the feeling.
Ive found some people who like me for me, and not what i pretend to be to please them.
My family life is still not very great, but i get by. I just need to get my grades up.
But now ive found some people who will follow through on their promises, and its a nice change. So much less.... Dramatic?
Im getting better at trying to be happy, although ambition isn't quite there yet.
I need to remember to pray.
Hopefully the people who dont read this are having good weeks, lets make our next one just even better.
(That pep talk was more for me than anyone else) 

2 comments:

  1. thats really cool :) i used 2 get called emo 4 me the LESS i smile the happier i am (i smile a lot) nice blog btw

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  2. Well... I'm usually called emo but it could always be my blue highlights and very sarcastic sense of humor. Heh. If you see me on a "good" day, it's not really a good day, I'm depressed about something so eating sugar to make up for it.
    Recently I've been pretty happy though. My boyfriend and I are back together and we're closer than ever. I hope you find your happy ending, or something like that to. :)
    Keep up the good work on your blog, and I promise you'll get more followers.
    ~ ali (>'.')><3<('.'<)

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