Random encounters and laziness

Today has been a very eventful one, and I didn't even leave my abode. Aside from a band practice I didn't do much at all actually. Yep, it was one of those electronics days, spent uselessly prowling through facebook, answering hundreds of texts, and just being a pile in general. My parents however, decided they wouldn't have any if it, and spent the day making my existance a miserable one. Good Lord my mother is bi-polar, but I suppose having two kids who waste your money and drop out of school before me can do that. There will be no formal, no friends, and minimal food for THIS young man. Oh well, I just told myself "I'd rather have this than my usual emotional trauma."
until, that is, about a half hour ago.
I came across a few of the things She had written on aher blog about me, the day I sort of had a "meltdown" and sent her a very long text. Now as I anticipated, she took it all wrong. I won't say what she wrote, that's her buisness. But in short she thought I was hating on her boyfriend, and her. I can see how she took it that way. But that's not the case. In all truth, I very much respect the guy, we all make mistakes, but he's come away from some very tough ones and now has a very amazing girl in his life. Perhaps one of the most complex and deep girls at our school. I'm happy for them both.
What saddens me however, is how much she's changed. Once upon a time if someone asked "dude, who knows you better than anyone?" I would have promptly replied "-insert ex-girlfriend of importance's name here."
but she doesn't know me, and I don't know her. Not anymore.
She's a stranger, a generalizer. I still see that hypocritical side I used to Love, (the post after she said my friends were being mean to her was a message from a friend saying to beat me up. I LOL'd) but that's it, more or less.
I do know that she's still the amazing person I once Loved (and still do in a sense). But I don't know that person any longer, and if she's better off without me anywhere near her, so be it. All in all, I want her to be happy. It's a shame she didn't take away the real meaning of my words.
Now after reading those posts, I had the craziest feeling of all time. I couldn't even play video games for some reason. Then, some random person in a match with me whom I was talking to sent me a link to a video. The video was the fastest guitar hero player in the world playing some absurdly difficult song, and the first comment was "Holy shit, if this guy fingered a girl, she would DIE."
That completely cracked me up, and I felt quite a bit better. So then I blogged it all. And now I'm going to sleep.