Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Wednesday, already we're halfway through the week. Thank the Lord.
This entire week has just been.... off. Nothing feels the same for some reason, and while im sure its just in my head, I get this feeling that something has happened or is going to happen. I dont know if anyone else feels like that..
Im having problems fitting in with my own friends, as all of them (or most of them) are close to Her.
But im not going to tell them to stop talking or hanging out with her, that would be ridiculous on my part.
On the other hand, ive made a few new friends, which is a nice change of pace. As normally in losing them.
But something ive noticed about many people these days is that, most people are self centered. Not conceited by any means, just so fed up with there own lives that they hardly notice much else unless it has some correspondence to their immediate well-being. And this is definitely not true for everyone, but most people have enough problems of their own that they rarely make time to include those of others, which isn't a bad thing, just... saddening? Im hardly one to talk, but its just an observation. This is the my most played song (by me) this week, and it has kept me going through some rough passing periods hah. Enjoy.
So not much has changed lately, the usual dirty looks and laughter. But im coping. I hope everyone else has a wonderful rest of the week, and I always am willing to take the time out to listen to the problems of others.
(Possibly help? I dunno im only a teenager).
Stay Safe. 

5 comments:

  1. love the song.yea i totally gt wat ur saying (wow r u sure ur nt the 1 w/ the blog thts about keep'n thngs real? just asking :P

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  2. Hah, well throughout the day tons of thoughts just sort of compile. So I blog about them so they don't build up and I explode. It's more for my own benefit ha.

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  3. Eli, I understand what you're saying. Yeah, your gf is probably trying to a) get over you, b) make herself feel less guilty over the break up, or c) convince hereselt that she made the right decision.
    And yeah, people are self centered. Sometimes you find the right one that cares about you in high school. Sometimes not until college or beyond. Just keep waiting. (:

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  4. hey eli....read your blog...and makes me feel some what better to know that it is not just me who is still tryng to get over my ex...you should keep writing about your thoughts....really helps a lot...i say that through personal experience...well, what i just wanna say is that,

    "THIS TOO SHALL PASS"...i am not a Shakespeare fan, but its true...you'll get over it...till then, goodluck dude.

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  5. First of all Love the song
    Second i am totally where you are in my life right now the guy of my dreams totally dumped me for another girl...and not just any girl but the one girl in my life that hates my very exsistance. And of course my friends are HIS friends so I get the friend dilemma.
    I feel as if something greater is to come...only its not here yet and i am sort of stuck in place until it finds me. But i just wanted you to know that i can relate.

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