Sickness

Wow, I never thought I'd actualy feel too sick to write, I'll have to work on that if I want to be a writer..
I have not been feeling well, nor have many others it seems. And in all this time I haven't even accomplished alot of productive thinking, urgh.
Well, one thing that's been on my mind for a long time is how desperate some people are to have attention, or to be accepted by someone they consider superior to them.
People will forget their closest friends just to feel like someone older or cooler than them likes them. Once again, this isn't true for everyone, but in many extracurricular activities, this goes on. Another thing I wonder is if the subject of this appraisal understands what the person is doing, if they enjoy it. Being cool these days is something I found hard to get on board with. As cliche as it is, I'd rather be cool to my friends.
I'll start thinking again soon, in the meantime....... Sleep.