So im finally home, just in time for New Years.
I was delighted to find that not a single friend wanted to hang out (extreme sarcasm).
So im spending yet another holiday alone, ill do some homework, pity myself, and maybe watch a movie.
Pretend im at one of the big parties everyone is going to.
It seems weird to me, i lost all but about three or four TRUE friends from dating her, and even they dont really have time for me. I dont blame them, we all have our lives to attend to.
Weirder still, i dont regret it. I wouldn't take it back.
I heard a rumor she read this blog, i have a sneaking suspicion she cracked up and told Mr. Perfect about this idiotic blog she just read. I would not blame her.
If this did effect her at all, i apologize, as im sure it just brings confusion.
All i truly want is for her to be happy, even if that means im sad forever.
Happy New Years.
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